|*)*|

Whahahaha!!!....The preview show is SO NICE!!!!!!!Feel so lucky to have the tickets man.....The only difference is that on the actual day, all the important people will be there,but anywayz...seen some of them today..=) The performance by the combined schools choir and other performance are SUPER GREAT! When the sky is getting darker,we took out our phone torch and shine them......the view was so freaking chio loh....LOL...The choir also!!...HEHE....Their dance for the medley of Malay Songs are superb manz..BUT,that mrs chan arh...(you all know who lah)..so damn thick skin manz.....crazy woman..She had already took 4 tickets,but end up her son don't have one...so weird right....give people den own son don't have....don't what's going on on her head sial...Then when she reach the indoor stadium(SIS),she kept asking the woman in charge(Sharon) to give her 1 more ticket,she kept on begging and asking lo.....crazy woman...make the rest of us so paiseh....wth manz....mdm liew also cannot take it lo....she feel as embarrassed also lo...den she go apologise to Sharon....haiz....nth to say abt that mrs chan manz.....She teach me A.maths I also don't know what she talking about...grrr...After the show,we spoke to Sharon again,she asked where mrs chan is..and also i think what's wrong with her ba..lol..haiz...make us so paiseh and pek chek..that crazy woman..

|*So Lucky*|

*So Lucky*

Whoa...I feel so lucky..haha....coz....my junior helped me get ndp preview tix...quite suprise lol..so happy...lol..but horx...need to find some1 go with me..but who???...Haiz... (THANKS Amanda!)

|*I'll Be There*|

                                    *I'll Be There* 
                         by Mariah Carey

You and I must make a pact
We must bring salvation back
Where there is love
I'll be there (I'll be there) 
 
I'll reach out my hand to you
I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name
And I'll be there (I'll be there) 
 
I'll be there to comfort you
Build my world of dreams around you
I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love so strong
I'll be your strength
You know I'll keep holding on 
 
Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness is all I'm after
Just call my name
And I'll be there (I'll be there) 
 
I'll be there to protect you
With an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name
And I'll be there (I'll be there) 
 
I'll be there to comfort you
Build my world of dreams around you
I'm so glad I found you
I'll be there with a love so strong
I'll be your strength, you know I'll keep holding on 
 
If you should ever find someone new
I know she'd better be good to you
'Cause if she doesn't
Then I'll be there (I'll be there) 
 
Don't you know baby
I'll be thereI'll be there
Just call my name
And I'll be there
Just call my name
And I'll be there

4/2 banner! 

Soyako & 4/2 

|*Ohh LaaLaa!*|

*Ohh LaaLaa!*

Yesterday's Carnival was a blast!haha...My stall was selling Soyabean drink,didn't know it sells so well that we ran out of stock.In the end we end up selling only Grass Jelly drink.Haiz..anywayz,the price of grass jelly drink increased at the end,coz we got limited stock.Can't believe I'm selling Grass Jelly drink again 3 years later...-.-Hahaha...cool manz..This year's carnival not bad lah actually....got the tattoo stall tend by the seniors,I've got 2 on each arm,and 1 on my leg...so nice..hehe...Bleahz..=p.Oh ya,I got my hair sprayed with green colour too,but sadly,it's not so clear....disappointed..=(..Anywayz..the carnival ws a blast...so many people turned up...was suppose to end at 6pm,but the sale was so good that we were already cleaning up by 5pm..WeeeweeeHehehehe..

Soyako 

|*So Stupid!!!*|

*So Stupid!!!*

Damn!Feel so stupid.Feel like sharing something good with my friends,yea because if I don't share it,I may go crazy.Haiz,they know it can,but don't have to show it ma.Sometimes you treat people as your gud friend,you tell them the secrets,but they don't treat you like you treat them,so damn unfair.I won't force them to la,I respect their decision not to tell lo......anywayz...who says life is fair.Feel so damn stupid.Hope that he doesn't know anything about it.Wonder why everybody just cannot keep this kind of things to themselves.Very funny to play meh,so INSENSITIVE!Like I said,if I do it to you how would you feel.Think about it people.GROW UP AND GET A LIFE!for GOODNESS sake!Feel so stupid!What a stupid fool to be good to others when people don't appreciate your kindness.

|*Crazy!!!*|

*Crazy!!!*

Wah seh today....I really go bonkers..lol.Here's what happen.During Physics experiment,we cannot turn on the fans because it will affect our result.With mr Lee screaming at out faults and the humidity in the lab,and the pressure,makes me sweaty,nervous.When I put the string onto the pin,my hands are shaking,my face a bit red le..den we got 5 mins extended reccess.I went for recess,wanting to eat chicken beryani,coz very hungry.I was standing in between 2 stalls,den amanda came and asked me,"Is he the guy?"I turned around and saw him!I almost 'fainted'.LOL!I really didn't expect it lo.coz I already very hot,haven cool down den see him.My heartbeat go damn fast,I was flushed and mind cannot think and hands shaking.I made my way to the drink stall to buy drink,then he saw me and waved,say hi la..haha..he remembered me leh..LOL..so happy!can't stop smiling.Ordered my meal,but lost my appetite,i can finish de leh..think he saw me,haiz..waste food leh...so paiseh.-.-Cannot stop smiling leh...thought all the guys would know,but luckily no..phew!think my face very red sial,like after PE lol,den finally got the guts to go up to him and asked him what he doing in school.He say he came to deliver the shoes and some other stuff lah.He ate in school also..lol..anyway...can't stop smiling,go back to class,sweating like siao,still cannot cool down,hands shaking,wah don't know how to describe la.haiz....so susprised!!! wah..hehe...=P

|*UhhOhh.*|

*UhhOhh.*

Sighz....I think I've made an enemy today.Well,not that I want it to happen,but that's just too bad.Anyway,I do feel angry after that haooened,but didn't bother to quarrel.It's a waste of time to quarrel with this kind of people,it's also a trap to get yourself into trouble.Perphaps you may think that i'm dumbfolded but I am not,just that I don't want to quarrel that's all.And on top of that,it really Spoiled my day.DAMN!

|*Just Plain Dumb*|

*Just Dumb*

For those Wuss,if you can't accept the teasing,bully or whatever you have done to other people,don't do it.People call me TQ,was quite angry at first,but now I've learnt to accept it,because I know that they are just having fun.TQ uses guns,weapons..etc.They say it to me in class,I close 1 eye.This topic is sensitive now,so I may not like it if it's said outside school,in class it's alright because everyone knows it's just for fun.When I 'suan' them back,they not happy,den say last time I say them a lot also.I did not complain that they do to me in the present,yet they use what i'd done to them in the past against me.You want to say people can,humilate me can,when you get the same treatment in turn,don't complain,don't get angry,because when you do something bad,you will get it in return.Once this happens,hate,fight,anger comes to mind.No wonder all mankind are SINNERS.Crimes,fights,murder,happens because of hate,anger,people who doesn't reflect on themselves.Blame others for what happen and not themselves,just so to be innocent.We can't see ourselves until other people come and tell us.I've got lots of names,they call me this,call me that,whatever.I don't hold grudges against anyone.I'd learn to forgive and forget.For some people,they do this to other people,but when they get the same treatment,they can't accept it.COWARDS!They hold grudges against you.When confronted,they'll say:"Last time you also did this to me."If you can't accept humiliation,just don't do it to other people.Cowards.

fireworks(3) 

|*Just A Poem long ago*|

*Just A Poem long ago*
 
I sit in your silence
scared
Waiting patiently
for regconition
 
For a word
For a breath
For a touch
But I am raw
 
Because I watch your hands
instead of writing
and listen for your breath
instead of breathing
 
It's strange how close to you I feel
and the need to make you smile
And yet I'm still sitting here
Waiting for you to let me in

firework (2) 

fireworks(1) 

planes(F-16) 

|*\*|

Wahahaha...finally saw him yesterday.Went to school in the morning to study physics..end up wasting 1/2 hour with the choir..and saw him coming to school.Then finally got my guts to asked him whether I can go to the preview in the evening.He said can but must call him when I reached there.I told him I do not have his number,he asked me to get it from Afizzul,so I got it lah..hahazZ=D After my piano lesson,I ate a quick dinner and was on my way to orchard,transfer bus to Singapore Indoor Stadium(SIS).We cannot see the preview,but can see the 21 bomb and fireworks!I took bus 16 at Dhoby Ghaut Station,I didn't know that the bus did not go to the stadium on that day.The grandma beside me was talking to her friend behind,saying that the bus is faster today because it didn't enter the stadium.My face went white,I waited until I reached Old airport road then I alight.Went across the road to the bus-stop and looked at the directory.When the bus comes,I asked the uncle whether the bus got go to SIS,he said no and I have to alight at the next bus-stop.I alighted and asked the policemen how I get to SIS,he said just follow the path and walk all the way in,so tiring,haha.I reached the stadium and there were a lot of policemen and marshalls.I was entering the carpark when I thought I saw him.From the back view I suspected it's him,thought that he wasn't on duty coz he didn't wear his uniform when he came.I called him to say I've reached.I turned and see if he picks up the phone,he did..means that's him..haha.I was speaking very quickly,don't know why,I asked him if I can enter the SIS,he said don't know because he is not there.He said I could try,I said thanks and went off.I wonder if he had seen me..oh well,hehe.I was at the other side of the stadium,so I couldn't see the SIS,asked a few marshall if they know the way,told me they don't know!WTH.I just walk 1/2 the stadium to reached there,the marhsall asked me to walk behind all the marshalls,grr.Anywayz..reached the East entrance of the national stadium,called afizzul to tell him my whereabouts,asked me to find a balloon that is in front of the SIS,I couldn't find it.He was on the way to where I am,in the middle was a bunch of SAF people drilling.I was hidden behind them,decided to go to the pathway,den saw afizzul there..haha...thought I was lost,was quite scary coz there were SO MANY police and marhsalls..lol.When into the SIS,wanted to do my work,but didn't,went outside to watch the planes,den the fireworks.Was so BEAUTIFUL!1st time watching it in front of my eyes.haha,recorded it but deleted it,thought have more but don't have.Damn,feel so stupid.haiz....damn wasted lah..but the memory in my mind will never go.We could only leave at around 12 midnight,coz must let the p5s go 1st.Got limited bus to fetch us,so must wait for the bus to come back and bring us.That's why yesterday damn late.Waited for about 30mins for the choir to come out,the 'inexperienced teachers' getting paranoid cause it's getting very late,my mom and bro also,so damn angry,coz no bus le mah by tthe time we reach school.Finally saw the choir and his handsome face...lol..(t'cher say de).LOL.We walk to the bus park,waited again,my juniors were talking to me,I was so caught up that I didn't know he had stop walking and I knocked right onto him,so embarrassing LOL,was walking sideway instead of walking straight..haha.=p We spoke to him a bit,knew where he stay also..haha.After we board the bus at 2350,we asked the uncle to switch off the lights so that we can sleep,every1 including him and the teachers fell asleep except for some.I woke up when we reached Bukit Pangjang(BP).He still sleeping-_-".The teacher suddenly say ask the uncle to stop at BPP bus stop so those who live in BP can alight and walk home and no need to go back to school.That's when he suddenly woke up.LOL.Think he heard the teacher den quickly tell the uncle before it's too late.I and a few others alighted,luckyly got a friend who stays in the same block as me.haha.He was staring at don't know what in my direction,I wave also never see..idiotz -.-! But at least got his no.,know where he lives and saw him.haha.Next week not going because of carnival,can go full day on the 31st coz no piano,can't wait till 31st!..wahaha...hope got FIREWORKS!.den can record...wahahaha....CYA..!Yesterday too late to write.(Sorry horx,so long,but happy reading.)

helicopter 

|*---*|

ARH!!!...He did come!!!.....My instinct was right.I did not trust myself.!He came....if only I did what I originally wanted,then I would have seen him and wouldn't be so miserable now...I'm sad.Now I really want to go ...since all the practices are on Saturdays...don't think I can make it..my only chance is ----..arh!!!I really really...want to see him..Haiz..............miserable..*sObz*
*i blog bout you and you blog bout me.. the more we blog bout each other, the happier we'll be!! [becca & manda]*

Ronaldo (1) 

|*Oooohh...haha*|

Was going to type this yesterday,but I was too tired.I went to the National Day Parade Rehearsal on Sunday from late afternoon to night.My friend told me that our school marshall was very handsome,but I didn't went there just to check him out lah,ent there coz i want to see the rehearsal...haha....But when i see the marshall...er.he's really handsome la...hahaha...=X The problem is he quite 'Anti-Social' lo....Haiz..it's like he only go there just to do his job.I see the other marshall speaks to the school people,then this guy like got'zi bi zhen'We spoke to him but he answer only a bit..haiz...One word guy.Then he ask me and Afizzul some questions only.Then on the bus he fell asleep..Wah Piang eh...lol..wasted seh..haiyo...so jealous of the other schools...haha..1st time in my life I experienced the planes show,parashooters,a bit of fireworks..hahaha...sua ku horx...but is my 1st time la..=p. I went there to see AES choir perform mah..hehe...Think I can go on Saturdays also...hehe...He really bery handsome..no kidding...hahah=p..sorry arh..I abit crazy..haha.

|*WHY DO I HAVE SUCH RELATIVES*|

I don't understand why my relatives' way of thinking.My dad came back on 20 june,he decided to tell my grandma they all...,that's why my grandma came to visit us.My dad came back for 11 days,none of his brothers or sister from m'sia called.Then my 2nd aunt only know how to act.They always make her the translator,so everytime there's news from m'sia,she'll be the one passing the msg to my mom.They way she passes the msg can be gud and bad.It makes things so complicated.Anything goes wrong is always my mom's fault.I don't understand why.What has my mom done that makes them dislike her so much.This 2nd aunt.she only knows how to sweet-talk to my grandma,make her my grandma's 'pet'.Then they think that my dad work overseas earn lots of money,den got a lot of freedom.Work overseas doesn't mean u earn big money.WHAT KIND OF THINKING IS THAT!!!Then when my dad drove a 2nd hand mercedes last time,they not happy,we go holiday also not happy.Got money you also can go mah,talk so much.They always try to frame us and make us look bad.Then always say the elder ones muz attend weddings or wateva.Elder 1 everything my do la...den got a bigger peice of cake anot.Damn angry leh...Last time my bro and I were still young,so they try to trick us and make us leak some family news.Now my bro and I more mature,we know how the hell they are trying to do,we are more alert now,so if they try to frame my mom,we'll now let them off.So what if we live in Singapore,all Singaporeans rich la..Damn it.Just like the way they 'kidnap' me.As a Catholic you do this kind of thing,WHAT THE HELL?!I don't know what's going on with their mind.It just piss me off knowing the way they think and the way they do things.Just don't understand.We are a family,why behave like that?!DAMN IT!Then go church every sunday for what?!Treat ur own brother like that..WHAT THE HELL?!The relatives from my mother's side are so respectful.We respect each other,turn to each other for help,why can't those people do the same thing?Don't they have brains?Or are they uncivilised?!So Narrow-Minded!!!TIME TO WAKE UP!U'RE LIVING IN REALITY!!!

|*Sorta Worried*|

I wonder what the heck happened to my voice or my throat.Last week I developed a fever while watching the Portugal vs England match,I was well the next day.A few days later,I woke up with a painful throat.On monday during assembly,suddenly I got no voice.Till now,Every morning and night,my throat hurts,my voice deep,waht's happening!!!I'm getting really worried,during the day it's alright.My voice is VERY important to me.WORRIED.